December 10, 2013

over a year later

by caterpillarwithonewing

It’s been over a year since I’ve posted here, so hello to the people who still listen and an even louder hello to those who don’t and never did. Not even going to begin to post the progress. But I am happy to be a human being in the place that I am in my life currently, physiologically and psychologically. the end

gbye blackbirds

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June 21, 2012

Another fantastic reason to love birds.

by caterpillarwithonewing

Is it just me, or does it confuse you when you hear birds singing at 2 am? I imagine it being light outside and blue skied, while I lay awake in the dark and wish for the light to come. It’s like the birds are taunting me. Or maybe trying to remind me that their song is never gone. La la la, I love nature. And I love birds.

Lovebirds.

June 19, 2012

Trying to find hope

by caterpillarwithonewing

It’s never lost, and I know that. It’s just hidden in places I can’t find, or places that I don’t want to look. I’ve been trying, trying really hard to occupy my time with beautifying things and creating things and reminding myself that things are okay and I am strong and I have a future. But sometimes just talking to someone can help, and maybe I’ve found that someone. But I don’t want to get attached to something that probably doesn’t matter, just after I got through dealing with ruining something because I tried not to attach. I seem to attach to those that don’t attach to me and don’t miss me, because I see it as a temporary thing and not hurtful. And then it becomes permanent, and there’s no one to blame but myself. Please care as much as I do.

June 5, 2012

This love is loud

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June 5, 2012

In the shadow of something wonderful

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June 5, 2012

The stuff of dreams

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May 20, 2012

Every face is a mirror

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May 12, 2012

Noteworthy

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May 6, 2012

Morning run

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April 30, 2012

Explode

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